Being a Figure Competitor there is no such a
thing as "of seasons." Besides, I do not want to be
off season myself. What would be the point in such
hard exercise and personal sacrifice if I can't look
good all the time? I try to stay within10-15 lbs
over my "dehydrated" stage body. Any girl knows,
that extra weight and water really changes how you
look! Add just a few pounds, and you loose all
the look. It takes commitment to keep it up, but
it's worth it!
So I continue eat clean, count calories and follow a strict
diet even after the contest season to keep that body lean! Not
"freaky " contest lean but healthy, attractive lean - hey, those
abs must be seen! That is my absolute order! The guys in the gym
sure stop and stare!
What I like about My new fit lifestyle is that this is part of
my life and I have total and absolute control of it. In the
society where everybody blames everybody else for everything, he
only person to blame for failing in this sport is YOURSELF! Not
Your boyfriend, not your boss, mother or even GOD!
You give yourself a word how You want to look & when & what
price You are willing to pay for that & than You either do it or
not! Nobody to blame but Yourself ! It is You against You ! !
!
I feel really happy now in my life! I do compete in sport I
always loved so much ! I work on my website making videos,
photos, editing , etc. And I do webcam shows from my home !
Free and independent ! That is what I was always dreaming about
!Now I made it reality ! And it feels sooo Goood!
Also on more personal note, Figure connects me more with my
Artistic background. I was always very good in Art subjects in
high school and very interested in personal appearance to the
point of finishing all kinds of courses of Cosmetology & Make-Up
Artistry. Figure express more my artistic - feminine side !
Finally I can be totally free with what I do and do it when I
WANT THAT , not when I suppose to{ like it been in the past when
I was working as Aesthetician & M-up Artist}
I am very happy with with my decision of doing this athletic
sport all the way! I do not regret that I stopped working in my
past profession. I actually use the skills for myself. Now,
Figure competitions & Modeling is what I cherish the most &
I Know I will continue like to do so like some of the stars
like Rachel MC Leash! Great example, of positive attitude &
strong character!
What I like most ab AaaccA nd The AND out bodybuild
OKing is that, this is that part of my life, that I got total
and absolute control of it. In the society where everybody blame
everybody and anybody for everything the only person to
blame in failing in this sport is yourself. You cannot blame
a Government, your boss, your spouse or your mom not holding you
long enough for not succeeding.
You give a ward to yourself how
you want to look and when you want to look like that and what of
kind the price you are willing to pay [positive mental attitude,
sleep, food, exercise, supplements} And then You either keep that
word or not! The choice is Yours and only Yours !!! Not only
that, but all the information You could possibly ever need is
provided to You for free!!! Public Library, Book stores , News
Stands, Internet. All You Need is good looking spotter / OK-OK-
joke./ My biggest problem with a bodybuilding life style is still
a lack of acceptance by general public and even close friends
especially in restaurants and social events. I think they see
right in front of them their inability to make the right choices
and mental weakness to look better. They either hate us or love
us.
::: Last updated June. 2007
